I don't mean the masses of teachers out there who remain professional and wear enormous smiles for their pupils every day. I'm thinking of some-one who is still deeply happy in the job and wouldn't want to be anywhere else but the classroom.
Five years ago, I was deeply happy in my job. I used to say jokingly (but it was actually serious) that I'd stay in the classroom even if I won the lottery. I'd just take some of my winnings and build a bit of an extension on my Music block to give myself a nicer working day.
When you're happy, nothing seems like too much trouble. I gave up hours of extra time for all sorts of regular enhancements activities. We'd have weekends away with small groups of kids to cover allsorts of extra support. One of my favourite sets of memories is from a composition weekend for Year 10 and Year 11 pupils in the Welsh borders (staying at a quirky, but perfect) residential centre. Really, really nice times....
Then things started to go 'awry'.....
Firstly the government put my retirement date back by 6 years and 8 months (it was the pettiness of the months that always irritated me). Now - when you have an aggressive degenerative illness like Huntington's Disease rampaging through your family - you really start to question the loss of those 7 years of 'active retirement'.
Then the whole job became high-jacked by paperwork. I even had to provide detailed written analyses of the effectiveness of my voluntary enhancement activities......(!!)
I used to say that I did all the extended curriculum work because I didn't have the punishing marking schedule of my colleagues in other departments. Then 'marking' came to Music too....
After 3 years of struggling with an impossible work life balance, I decided to leave the profession.
I decided that quality time with my family had to come first. My Mum has HD so it's not practical to put things off with her. If she feels that she can do it... then we do it. (There isn't a place for endless paperwork in this situation.)
But it's clear that I'm part of a flood of professionals that are leaving the classroom at the moment. A few days ago it made the national news that there was a developing crisis. One of my friends, who I've known for about 20 years, is moving on at the end of this week. Over the years she's organised regional dance festivals and done an immense amount of 'additional work' for the love of it. Another friend, again an established and experienced teacher with an intelligent interest in the job, is going at Easter. Another, younger, teaching friend cannot see herself working in the profession for much longer... I hope - for the pupils as well as the profession - that there are still some genuinely enthusiastic and vocational teachers out there.
I'm sorry that this isn't particularly seasonal nor cheerful....
For those of you who are still 'at the chalk face' - I hope that the last few days of term are memorable for the right reasons and that you have a good Christmas break.
Jx